Renovation

This is my new page, where I'm going to place my thoughts. No matter how dark, cynical, or crazy, I am going to write them down here for all of you, most likely nobody, to read. I just can't let people I know, people who won't understand me, read this. I need people who understand and allow people to be.
I want you to know that I'm not crazy, and I'm not sad, really. I just feel too much, that's all. I just care for people in a huge way, and I'm constantly let down, which forces me to think the way I do.
Also, a lot of the time, I think of things that have no relevance in my life. I think of some pretty morbid things, but I don't feel them. Hopefully this makes sense. I just feel like you can think things, but you don't have to feel or believe them.
I'm just a teenager, with the best of intentions, trying to get through High School. I know it'll all get better, but I just need a place where everything can go and be understood. I don't want all of these posts to be sad or anything, I just want them to be real, to be me. I'll give you that promise, that they'll just be me and be real and what I truly feel. Hopefully somebody will appreciate this.
Thank you.