I must stop

Always wanting more than I can/should have.

Why do people try and stop my happiness?

Why can't I do what I want without you trying to stop me? I have pretty strong morals, but they're what I think, not you. If I wanna have sex, I'm going to have sex. Just know that I'm not going to go around fucking every girl I see; I'm still a virgin, but one day, I'll lose it to someone who I love, which will be MY choice, not yours.
I'm allowed to like, flirt, kiss, and hold hands with anyone I chose. Stop worrying so much. I'm not going to fuck up my life. Yeah, I may get fucked over, but in all honesty, I've been fucked over so many times, so why does it matter?
You don't care about me or my well-being; you just don't have many other people and you don't want me to abandon you. Yeah, I'm anti-social, but you know damn well that I'm charismatic and I'm full of charm when I choose to be.
Don't keep restricting me; restriction forces me to free myself.

Yup.

All about you.

I can't do it anymore.

Anything.
Everything is such a big deal for my family. I would like to get a book for AP Calc to study for the AP Exam on Wednesday, but it's such a big deal and nobody will take me to get one.
"Ask Crystal to take you."
"No," I said, very sternly.
I'm just tired of my "family" not being able to do things for me. Why should my friends have to pick up the slack that my family leaves? I'm just so sad. So fucking sad.
And nobody seems to care. I just want one person, one person who cares for me no matter what. Somebody that I know will never be disappointed in me, even if I fuck up, because they see that everybody makes mistakes. I think that I'm that caring, and I do that for others, why can't they do it for me?
I'm just sad. I'm confused. I'm tired. I'm sick. I'm crazy.
Yes, I do like somebody. No, I won't tell them. It'll get ruined, feelings won't be reciprocated, and I'm just not doing that anymore. I just need help.